I’ve lived my life so passively an I’m starting to hate it. I live like this and end up being the nice guy that finishes last. I’m a nice guy! I’m told that girls see it but not the girls I want to have notice my niceness. Then, when they do, they end up friend zoning me. It fucking sucks. I wanna be that guy that all the girls take second glances at. I wanna be on a girls phones wallpaper. I wanna be like Channing Tatum. Where all the girls are like “I wanna have sex with that guy”. I’m not saying I wanna be an asshole, which I’m pretty sure all those sexy dudes are, I wanna be that guy all the girls wanna be with. Sure, I had that once, but I stopped feeling it, she stopped feeling it. I’m tired of being alone. I want to be that guy that some special girl texts and gets butterflies in her stomach. I want that. But what am I talking about? I’m fucking 17, I have plans for life and I guess meeting an amazing girl isn’t really in those plans until I become successful. But I guess also things like meeting an amazing woman in life just happens. It isn’t planned. Unless you believe in a divine plan, in which I don’t believe in. You make your own destiny.